5 years flies by...

Holy shit! It's true... Looking back to when Rozlyn was 6 months old I had a lot of newnesses come over me. I decided not to go back to my Office Management position, even though going back meant extra vacation time and a raise!

I was working a lot on my anxiety, in natural ways. Diet, exercise, natural changes in my environment, mindfulness, affirmations, meditation, and hypnosis. The journey of 2 kids, one with behavioral challenges and my own mental health strain, at the time was heavy.

When I analyze where I wanted to be versus where I was... I didn't think it could ever be possible to obtain many of my dreams.

I remember having the following goals:

-be a more mindful and less anxious mother

-find a way to help my son with his aggression

-lose the baby weight and maintain a healthy lifestyle

-find a job where I make more money, do fewer hours, and work for myself

-minimize debt

-explore homeschooling

-move out of the city, live near water/woods

-find my passion

-motivate others with my journey and spirit

There have been many other goals made and discovered in-between. And almost all have come true, in one way or another.

At the time I didn't know how all these goals would be completed, I didn't even take the time to plan out the steps to achieve them.

I set the intention, then allowed them to happen with guidance from my growing connection with my highest self. They didn't usually even work out the way I had first envisioned them going, but in the end, it was for my highest good, it aligned in my path.

What changed? How did my life before kids, a life of self-sabotage, guilt, anxiety, and other underlying mental health conditions morph into a path of liberation, expansion, and true self-love? It was clear. It was connected to one main thing, a belief in myself, that I wanted it and I wasn't going to allow anything to get in my way any longer.

It can seem like a daunting decision, knowing there is change and work on the other side, but if you make that decision and aim to not entertain thoughts that will pull you down, little by little anything is possible.